21st Milestone

I turned 21 today.

Thankful! :)

KTHXBYE.

Life & Health

Just a quick update.

Next few weeks' gonna be packed with camps/workshops/school matters. Hope things go smoothly.

Anyway, just few weeks ago, I went for my med appointment and I was asked to go for another ultrasound scan to make sure everything's fine before the doc gives me the all-clear and discharges me. The thought of doing another ultrasound scares me, seriously. Actually, doing the scan is not scary. Waiting for the result is. I just hope I am healthy and hopefully nothing goes wrong.

The last time I did an ultrasound was 10 dec 2012. My next ultrasound is 10 dec 2013. It's gonna be alright but I hate that it's kind of like deja vu.

Please don't let me relive that experience again. Once is enough.

I should toss away these random fucked up thoughts. They make my stomach go clammy.

July.

July came so early. Half the year passed. I don't want school to start.

I haven't had Monday blues for the past 7 months, after all. Not sure how I can cope with it. Today's Monday, by the way.

Gonna watch Pacific Rim later at 7. Meeting more friends on Thursday before going to camp from Friday through Sunday.

I like camps but I don't really like camps. Doesn't make sense, right? It's troublesome, hate to pack, hate to be disrupted while sleeping, hate to shower only at an allocated time. It's not that bad yet it's still bad. What can I say.

Tues' Fatigue

Oh hey hi.

Been a while since I've had such a long day. Well, actually not. Just that today was way more tiring than other days because I didn't stop walking. Went out with my aunt today from morning through evening. Felt damn guilty because she bought me so many gifts, lol.

I've that urge to drink some coffee. Maybe tomorrow.

Thankful, really thankful

I can't sleep. Guess my endorphin level is too high after running around doing this and that. You know, it's time like this that I get to sit down and think.

I am so thankful for each waking day. If someone were to ask me right now what's the most important thing in life, the answer is simple. To be able to wake up.

Some days are more worrisome than others. But I am one who counts my blessings. Every single time I look back to the day when I was in the OT, I cherish my life a little bit more.

If I can describe my life in two words, I will choose these two - lucky, blessed.

I'm just extremely lucky. That's all.

Third Eye Blind - Semi-Charmed Life (HQ) [Official]

Heard someone singing this. I wonder who the heck will actually remember the lyrics from this song but it's awesome!

"And you speak to me like chorus to the verse"

Those 90s rock music!

Bruno Mars - "When I Was Your Man" Cover by Before You Exit

I think I am a paedophile. But Riley is cute haha!

 I've always believed in this. Then today, I heard someone convey that particular idea in words. That phrase totally resonates with me.

 

有些路是自己选的，不能怨的.